sadz....

my grandma


well....have not updated with my blog for a long tyme....well...let's go back to the past........can't remember all....but i remember this very day.....which is on the.....9 aug....it was supposed to be a happy day..8 aug slept at my aunt's house coz my grandma is there.....woke up at 5+ coz they say that my grandma will go anytime....waited and waited......but in the end fall asleep...when i woke up at 9.30....they were all crying....well its becoz my grandma has passed away at 9.20......10 mins late...if only i had woken up earlier.....well....even though feel sad that she has left us but it is better than she suffering(coz her cancer has spread).....she waited for my grandfather who have gone back to BATAM TO LOOK FOR HIS 2ND WIFE knowing that my grandma is very sick......i'm sure granma wanted t sae something to him but he is not around...he reached the house at 11+ and by the time it's too late fr him......should have gone to PA at 12 noon but becoz my grandma passed away we went to PA at 6.....The mood to celebrate is not there in our heart....but juz have to carry on our performance.....no one in the family has the mood to celebrate it.....